February 18
On our “way” home, we stopped at Bill’s parent’s house and told the family that was there. That night, we called everyone else. Again, everyone was excited, especially since our baby would make three cousins in 6 months.
February 21
We went in for our ultrasound and the RN couldn’t find a heartbeat. We were devastated. The two workers at the pregnancy center prayed for us before we left and we headed home. Half an hour later, I was in a lot of pain. I had never felt such excruciating pain. I do not like hospitals or doctors, and especially not Emergency Rooms. But when Bill asked if we should go, I said yes.I won’t go into all the details of frustration and waiting and everything that happened in the ER. Suffice it to say that we were there for just over 5 hours and the Physician’s Assistant confirmed I was miscarrying.
February 25
Today I finally got some work done. A little bit of writing for my blog, including this post. I don’t know when I’ll have the heart to put it up on the blog, but at least it is written now. Bill and I are still grieving, but trying to move on. It’s hard.
If you don’t mind praying, please pray that we can find some answers that will help us keep any other babies God may bless us with. Thank you for reading and understanding if I’m a bit slow about responding to any comments on here.
We are praying for you and your family, Faith. Sending you a great big hug!
Thank you, Kassie.
Oh Faith <3 I am praying for you too, asking God to bring you and Bill (and all your family members) comfort. <3
Thank you, Raechel.
I’m so sorry, Faith. May God less you to answers and comfort you both. Dee
Thank you, Dee.
Praying for you and your family, Faith.
Thank you, Rikka.
I’m praying for you. May God comfort and strengthen you in His love. <3
Thank you.
So Sorry Faith! Praying for you and Bill
Thank you.
LIfting you up in prayer. I have also had a miscarriage and understand the pain you are feeling.
I am so very sorry.
As an author myself, I want to encourage you to take your time. Journal as much as you can to let your heart heal.
I am praying that God covers you and your husband with His Grace as you mourn.
Thank you, Leah. I am trying to take some time. We are actually going through a 21 day journal for people who have lost babies.
I’m so sorry, Faith. May God bring you and your family a sense of peace and comfort and may He reveal Himself to you through this difficult time. Praying for you.
Thank you, Dyanne.
Oh, Faith, I’m praying – for you during this time and for your future children. May God reveal His answers. Hugs.
Thank you, Erika.
Faith, my heart aches for you and your husband. Thanks for sharing so we can love on you. Praying for you both.
Thank you, Rolena.
I am so so sorry. When God gives you a baby to keep you will be an excellent mother. I know your love for children and that you will bring them up to know and love the Lord. That k you for teaching the Good News with me. I am praying.
Thank you, Jackie. I love helping you at Good News Club.
Faith,
I’m so sorry to hear this. I can’t imagine what you and Bill are going through right now and how hard it is to deal with the loss of your child and your hopes for their future. I am praying that God stands near you during this time of suffering.
Thank you, Josiah.
I’m so deeply sorry, Faith. I know that doesn’t even come close to covering what you’re feeling. I will be praying for you both and that you can find some answers. The not knowing is so hard!
Thank you, Maddie.
Oh, Faith…I’ll be praying for you for sure. We’ve had two miscarriages in my family, so I can understand a bit of what you’re going through. God will sustain you! <3
Thank you, Jenna.
I’m so sorry. I’m praying for you.
Thank you, Morgan.
Hello Faith,
My heart sank when I heard about this. Julida and I have been praying for you and Bill and will continue to until you have a healthy baby in your arms.
Thank you, Sean. That means a lot to us.
Oh Faith, my heart goes out to you and Bill. I have never miscarried, but have taken care of plenty who have. It is hard and tough to loose a little one that we want so much. Their are hopes and dreams that were attached already. I am sure things are a bit of a fog, but take it one step at a time. Think it is great you are both working this out together. Praying for you all.
Thank you, Sally.
I am so sorry for your loss. I sincerely hope that life brings you happiness again.
Thank you, Margaret.
Faith, I don’t even have words to say right now. This makes all the little troubles in my life feel so petty. I just wanted to tell you I’m praying for you and your husband and that I wish there was something I could say to help you through this. ❤️
Thank you, Mariposa. I appreciate it.
Have faith, Faith. I lost my first baby, too. If there is something wrong, it’s best to miscarry they say. I went on to have three healthy babies. God bless, chin up, the next one will be perfect.
Thank you, Barb.
Praying for you. I’m sure it’s really rough. My mom has had several early miscarriages, and it was heartbreaking each time. Praying for comfort and healing. Your precious little one is safe with Jesus, but I know that doesn’t help much right now… *Hugs*
Thank you, Keleigha.
So so sorry for your loss. Praying for wisdom and comfort for you both. <3
Thank you.
Praying always, Faith. ♥
Thank you.
Aw, my heart is breaking for you two! God may not answer all your questions, but you know he will love you through this time! Praying for all facets of yours and your husband’s healing! Praying for your marriage, family, loved ones too!
Thank you.
I am so so sorry…I’ll be praying for you all. God be with you. <3
Thank you, Elixa.